hari ini, gue hampir bertengkar dengan naufal-_- masalah sepele, dia ngira gue berubah. pdhl, gue kira dia yg berubah! yaudh diselesein lah, blabla. tp kok rasanya dia msh gitu2 aja. aaah terserah dia lah. gue msh seneng dikit wkt dia blg "aku nggk mau hubungan ini rusak" hahaha. (y) dan.. ternyata hr ini dia skt. udhlah skt, ditmbh skt krn gue. gue merasa bersalah sekaligus ngerasa stress aja ngehadepin tu anak brubah drastis. dia nggk kayak dlu.skrg dia udh nggak se-care dulu. gue cuma pngn dia yg dlu. tp dia jawabnya apa? dia nggk bisa mikirin gue doang, dia harus mikirin tugas2 sekolah, dll. iyadeh, gue ngertiin lo! tp lo jg ngertiin gue juga! gue pngn di perhatiin, walaupun cuma ditanyain udh mkn, knp gk tidur?, dll. krn lo pacar gue! gue butuh lo bgt..walaupun lo selalu blg klo lo emg gak perfect & blg gk se PERFECT mantan2 gue, itu bener! lo emg gk perfect, mntn2 gue juga nggk prfect! gue nggk nilai dr perfect atau nggk nya, gue nilai dari sikap, kasih sayang, CARE lo ke GUE!!!
GUE CUMA BUTUH KASIH SAYANG DARI LO KOK, GUE NGGK MINTA UANG, GUE NGGK MINTA YG ANEH2. GUE CM MNTA APA YG GUE BUTUH, CINTA, FAL! CINTA!!! NYESEK GUE. GASANGGUP GUE NGELIAT LO NOT-CARE SAMA GUE GINI. TERSERAH LO DEH, LUKA DI HATI GUE SUSAH SEMBUHNYA KRN LO! LO BLG SURUH LUPAIN SEMUA? BAIKAN? DAN ULNG DARI AWAL? SUSAH, SYG. SUSAH. IT'S NOT EASY AS A,B,C, AND AS YOU SAY. THINK IT!!! GUE BLG GUE UDH MAAFIN LO DR DLU, TP ITU TUH STNGH HATI GUE BLGNYA! JARI GUE BLG GT, TP HATI GUE NGGK!!!
kok kamu tega sih sm aku? :'(
Hmm......you're almost apart -__- u need love? Go find someone else, ur friends maybe, they can give u love a little bit, what do you think when im not chatting with u, i totally miss u.....and just like the rumors said, you've change Tasya......i dunno why but ur different, i can't change how you're now but i can change myself. I gotta let u go a little bit at a time, but it's so hard, i totally wanna see u again -__-
ReplyDeleteOKAY, WHATEVER YOU SAY. GO, LET ME GO! DON'T BE MY FRIEND AGAIN. i hate you for the infinity times.
ReplyDeletei just said you've changed, i don't wanna let u go, you're so special in many ways i couldn't think of in words, and you're a great girl chat with when im alone, Tasya, you've change, but it doesn't mean i hate you or anything, im just saying that, and i got other things to think of, not just you(yeah, i think of u a lot), i want to be your friend forever and ever, but i can't just think of you, im so depressed because i want to see u again on a daily bases, but i gotta face facts, we can't meet on a daily bases, we're so apart, and im starting to miss u, i gotta start letting you go for several reasons that i just said, is it ok with you?
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